Miss Her Everyday

Today I walked up behind our house to the park. I remember being there with Jennie and my grandchildren on a walk during covid. The kids loved to climb on the rocks and play around the area. 

I think of the places I’ve been with Jennie and try to believe she was ever really here. It feels like a dream now. It’s hard to remember what it felt like to be happy. 

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